Creativity, On Life

Second-Guessing Ourselves: A Mother’s Day Reflection

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I always knew I wanted to have children, and I think at one point, I thought I’d have a lot of them.

That was until my daughter almost killed me during delivery, and as well as from the aftereffects of said delivery. Honestly, if she had been born before my son, I would only have one kid. What happened during that delivery scared the living daylights out of me. I knew I’d never have another child after that. (Which actually, was quite convenient, as my husband was content with two kids: a boy and a girl.)

And yet that incident left me second-guessing, which starts to become the mantra of a mother. You’ve heard your friends and family members tell a story about their child and then add on, “I should have done this….” It’s true. We do it.  It’s easy to continually second-guess yourself about how you’ve raised (and continue to raise) your kids. Did I do enough? Have I been supportive enough? Honest enough? Loving enough? Understanding enough? Tough enough?

You get it, right moms? The list goes on and on. The truth is, we’re not perfect. No one is.

We can second-guess ourselves until the cows come home. (And I’m told, eventually, the cows do come home, but it could take a while).

So my thought for this Mother’s Day is a simple one: we have to stop questioning ourselves.

Hear me clearly:

You have done enough. You are doing enough. You are enough. Your kids love you despite your mistakes, your occasional bad moods, your tendency to say “no” sometimes for their own good, your chaotic schedules and long work hours, your incapacity to ride the big rollercoaster at the theme park, and your ability to always rise above any nonsense and always be able to hug them and tell them that you love them.

When I read what my kids wrote in my card today for Mother’s Day, I realized a couple of things: (1) they say sweet things—and they mean them, and (2) no second-guessing is going to stop me from being the best damn mother I can be, even when it’s hard, even when I don’t always agree with them, even when I see things differently than they do, and even when they say they don’t need help with something, but they really do.

Being a mother means we have that “mom radar”—we know when guidance is needed, when a hug is needed, and when lending an ear and really listening can make all the difference.

I’m not a perfect mom, and I don’t pretend to be one. I’ve lost my cool. I’ve yelled (I’m Italian—what the hell do you expect?) I say stupid stuff sometimes when they want to hear something else.

Nevertheless, I am a mother, and I know I am learning right along with them as we all continue to grow together.

And second-guessing our past decisions, tactics, and methodologies won’t do anyone any good. We do the best we can. Each. And. Every. Day.

Trust me: the kids are alright.

Stephanie Verni is Professor of Business Communication at Stevenson University and is the author of Inn Significant, Baseball Girl, and Beneath the Mimosa Tree. Along with her colleagues Leeanne Bell McManus and Chip Rouse, she is a co-author of Event Planning: Communicating Theory and Practice, published by Kendall-Hunt.

 

 

 

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On Life

Mother’s Day & Some New Reviews

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Maybe I’d like to sit on a bench and look at the water and just…be.

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Mother’s Day is this upcoming Sunday.

Do you know what I want for Mother’s Day?

I don’t want to do a damn thing.

Nothing.

I want to turn off my brain, have someone else serve me brunch (which we have already arranged, thank goodness!), and do, as Audrey Hepburn says in Roman Holiday, “just whatever I’d like for a few hours.”

I think there’s a misconception with regard to Mother’s Day and gift-giving that we “need stuff.” I don’t need anything at all that’s tangible and store-bought. I’m going to speak for tired mothers around the world when I say this: You can just hand us our tiaras and let us do what we please.

All we need is a little serenity and peace; we might even like to curl up with a good book or watch an old movie.

Honestly, that’s all we want.

Well, that and maybe a little chocolate.

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An oldie but goodie.

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There have been a couple of new reviews that I’ve loved seeing on Amazon about Inn Significant. I’m still getting a lot of positive feedback on the book with several people telling me it’s the best of my three novels. While each one is incredibly special to me, I take that as a wonderful compliment. I would certainly hope my storytelling gets better each time. At least, that’s what I aim for with each piece of fiction I write.

Thanks to those of you who have posted a review.

I’m beyond grateful.

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Stephanie Verni is Professor of Business Communication at Stevenson University and is the author of Inn Significant, Baseball Girl, and Beneath the Mimosa Tree. Along with her colleagues Leeanne Bell McManus and Chip Rouse, she is a co-author of Event Planning: Communicating Theory and Practice, published by Kendall-Hunt.

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The Day After Mother’s Day: The Debate Over Who Works Harder—Stay-at-Home Moms, Working Moms, or Part-Time Moms? Debunking the Myth

imagesToo often I hear moms battling it out over who works harder—the stay-at-home mom, the working mom, or the part-time mom. I’ve seen moms look down their noses at others for the time they put into their work, whether that work takes place in the home, in the office, at a computer, or at a variety of other professional places. As we celebrated Mother’s Day yesterday, moms everywhere were heralded for their devotion to their children, for their unending love for the job at hand, and for doing the hardest work on the planet—parenting.

Despite all that celebrating, I think it’s time for moms everywhere to stop beating each other up. The bottom line is that being a mom is challenging, whether you’re balancing dishes or earning a degree or fighting for a promotion. As someone who has been lucky enough to experience all three aspects of motherhood, I’m sorry to say, there’s just no easy way out. No matter how you slice it, the job comes with its advantanges and its disadvantages.

I spent some long days alone when my kids were small trying to figure out how to fill the time from when my husband left in the morning until he came home at night; when my kids got a little older and I decided to work part-time, I had to balance the house, the kids, and the job; and, in 2008, when I became a full-time faculty member at a university, I had not only to balance the kids and the job, but I also had to go back to school to earn a Master’s of Fine Arts degree. To say I didn’t sleep much is putting it lightly.

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Each and every one of those jobs requires a sacrifice of some kind, whether it meant giving up a good career to raise the kids and being a masterful juggler, to balancing work and home with a part-time job, to throwing myself into my work and hoping my kids will understand why I could only spend one day with them on the weekend as I pursued a career in the field of education.

Ladies—moms everywhere—it’s time to stop beating each other up. In this wonderful United States of America, we have the divine privilege of choice and what works best for our families. If your family relies on your salary to keep the family afloat or if you are a career woman, then the choice may be to work and bring in an income and advance your career. If your family needs a little money on the side or you just want to stay busy in a part-time capacity, then that choice may suit you. Or, if you have the wonderful luxury of staying at home with your children, you may decide that meets the needs of the family best.

The bottom line? Who are we to judge another woman’s choice? What we should be doing is praising that woman for all that she does for her kids and her family. We all make choices in life—some good ones, some fair ones, and some really, really bad ones—but ultimately, it’s that mom’s choice and not ours.

Mommies everywhere, here’s my advice: if you want to be happy with the decisions you make to raise your children, stop comparing yourself to others. You are uniquely you and your family is uniquely yours.

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Captured this moment at Fenway Park…my son with his arm around his sister during batting practice.
My kids love me just as much now with my full-time job as a professor as they did when I stayed at home and played with Legos or took them to the park; and, when I worked part-time in different capacities I had to balance “office time” with “play time.” Between my husband and me and along with some wonderful grandparents, we have always found a way to make things work. My children have seen what it takes to be committed to something and want to succeed in a career. They understand the sacrifices I have made and continue to make sometimes. But they are loving, good kids, and luckily for me, they totally get it and understand.

It’s time to adopt the attitudes of our kids and respect and encourage one another instead of trying to tear each other down.

If you don’t believe this is a real discussion that can rip friendships apart, I’m here to tell you otherwise. It can. It has. It does. Plus, all you need to do is GOOGLE working moms vs. stay-at-home moms. You’ll be amazed at the multitude of articles that continue to barrage the Internet.

In closing, from me to you, whether you work full-time, part-time, in the home, or perhaps are retired and are enjoying motherhood from a different perspective, Happy Belated Mother’s Day.

In case anyone hasn’t told you today, you’re doing a great job.

Don’t let anyone allow you feel otherwise.

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On Life

A Note on Mother’s Day

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“My mother was the most beautiful woman I ever saw. All I am I owe to my mother. I attribute all my success in life to the moral, intellectual, and physical education I received from her.”

~ George Washington

On this Mother’s Day, I thought I would share a poem I wrote that reflects the sentiments of mothers on their special day. Enjoy and Happy Mother’s Day!

A Mother Understands

There is no one who can lend a better ear,

Find the right Band-aid

Or tie the best scarf when it’s cold and snowy.

There is no one better to hug you when you’re down

Provide support and inspiration

Or love you when you fail.

There is no one better to wipe away your tears

Hand you a tissue when it’s needed

Or smile with you through your milestone experiences.

A mother understands

The tears, the pride, the smiles, the bliss and contentment

That children do bring ~ it makes our hearts sing!

Such a delight to us all.

Books & Flim

The Top 10 Things You Won’t Find in “Beneath the Mimosa Tree” and 8 Reasons Why Your Mother Will Like It

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No, you certainly won’t. You certainly won’t find any of these things in my novel, counting down from number 10 to number one. Here you go…

10.     Postapocalyptic survival fights (Who would dare now?)
9.    Controversial issues (Jodi Picoult corners the fiction market with these topics.)
8.    Good and bad witches (I’m obsessed, but the best have already tackled them.)
7.     Anything about a Diet (I’m Italian and like to eat…and my characters do eat).
6.     Anthropomorphism of any kind…no talking rabbits, pigs, spiders, bears, or any other animal to which you’d give feelings and emotions (Though I did kill a rather large spider on my driveway over the weekend, and I did feel sort of guilty about it.)
5.     Serial Killers (I leave these to my friend Tim Miller.)
4.     Fairies (You can’t beat Disney where these are concerned.)
3.    S&M and Bondage (I know it’s trending, but my mom and dad do read what I write. Talk about interesting dinner conversation…)
2.    Wizards (Absolutely not. And risk that comparison? No thanks.)
1.    Vampires (Are they passé yet?)
No, you won’t find any of that stuff in my novel.

Which is why it’s perfect for your mother.

Your mother will like it.

Lots of mothers do.

Plus, if you know me, and you don’t give a copy to your mother, you won’t want your mother to ask you why she didn’t get a copy of your friend’s book for Mother’s Day. Better to avoid the trouble now. Buy it today. 🙂

If I haven’t convinced you yet, there are 8 reasons why your mother will like it, and those 8 are because the story includes the following:

1.    A love story
2.    Friction between families (Who hasn’t encountered this at some point in their lives?)
3.    Delicious Italian food scattered throughout. (You will crave a cannoli.)
4.    A bad ex-boyfriend (Totally relatable for many of us).
5.    A savvy grandmother.
6.    Annapolis as the backdrop, along with London and New York.
7.    Relatively little bad language (Only dropped a few in for character effect).
8.    An ending (It’s usually imperative that there’s an ending, as this is usually helpful to a story; however, I won’t say if the end of mine is happy or sad, but I’ll hint at the fact that I’m a hopeless romantic so you may deduce its outcome. (And don’t be like Harry in “When Harry Met Sally” and read the last line of the book, just in case you might die and would want to know how the book ends.)

So, there you have it.

If Hallmark can say “Happy Mother’s Day” with a card, you can say “Happy Mother’s Day” with a book…a book devoid of vampire-sucking neighbors of wizards whose best friends are dominant talking rabbits that are into S&M.

Then again, I don’t know…that storyline just might work.